I am addicted to chastity phone sex!
It all started one night when I was home alone and stroking for the tenth time that day. I knew I was out of control and really needed someone to step in and help me. I wasn’t sure if I needed someone to control me or just guide me or tell me what to do or show me, but I did know that I couldn’t keep stroking all day every day.
My job was starting to be effected. No one had caught me or anything like that, I’m too smart and careful, but at the rate I was going, I knew that was about to change. It was only a matter of time before I tried to stroke in my office with door shut and one of my partners came in or the secretary caught me in the car down in the parking garage after work. The thought that I was too smart and careful to get caught was getting harder and harder to convince myself of, especially knowing how out of control I was.
So, I picked up the phone. I had looked up Mistresses for cock control and found someone to call on the phone. It wasn’t until I was already talking to her that I realized what we were talking about was exactly what I needed. We started discussing chastity phone sex and I knew I had found the only solution for me.
My chastity phone sex Mistress is a real life chastity mistress. It is true that she lives nowhere near me and we talk only on the phone, but that doesn’t matter. When I called her, I knew I was willing to listen to whatever she told me and that it would require honesty and some work on my part, but I deserved to have to do it the hard way. That’s actually how I see it. Anyone can meet a Mistress in person, have her slap on cock lock and tell you to leave and not stroke.
It takes all the responsibility out of your hands and makes it impossible to stroke. This is great in the moment but it works about as well as putting someone in prison for something they don’t think of as wrong. You can lock them up, but it only makes it so they can’t do it right then. They aren’t choosing to learn or understand instead they are without a choice. When a mistress comes over or lets you visit her dungeon and she puts a chastity device on you, you have no choice.
When it comes to chastity phone sex, it is much harder and requires more from you. This is what I wanted. My mistress has the same expectations of me that a Mistress I met in person would have, except she is requiring me to do these things to myself. She told me that I got myself addicted to stroking, she was going to help me get myself free of that addiction but I was going to have to work for it. Well, that is what I needed and wanted.
Be it on the phone or in person when you are told to put on a cock lock by your Mistress, you do it. Maybe you don’t want to, but my chastity phone sex Mistress doesn’t really give me lots of room to disagree. Of course, it is my choice. She reminds me of that daily. This is all my choice. I want to stop. I want to be free of the addiction of stroking my cock and I know I deserve to be locked up as punishment for all the times I stroked when I shouldn’t have. So, I did it.
We talked on the phone that first night and she gave me a list of things I needed to buy and instructed me that I was no longer allowed to stroke my cock unless I was talking to her. I called her back an hour later to stroke and she hung up, telling me not to call or stroke until I had the chastity device she had chosen for me.
That was the longest night of my life, but I made it and I was proud of myself. Of course, I slipped up that morning and stroked before going out to buy the cock lock and she didn’t seem too upset when I told her. But once I had my key frozen in water, my chastity phone sex mistress told me that I wouldn’t be getting free again for a week, since I didn’t follow instructions. That was the last time I tried to slip anything past her.